I don't know why I am the all or nothing sort. I can't really do anything half as and be happy about it. And I find myself even doing negative things to their fullest extent. That's my reality. I'm fighting many things in my life just because I choose to take part in them at all. That's where the all or nothing comes in.
When in the mountains I am fully committed. Body and soul to the objective. In the city that since of meaning in vanquished. There's a confusion that surrounds me here and it results in my all or nothing personality getting me in to trouble. Confused, yes. I'm dealing with it as best I can.
It's hard to be solely focused on something in the future that may not happen. I don't have the conformation on the Nepal trip yet but I'm waiting with my fingers crossed that it all falls in to place. I must say if it does not happen with partners that I'll move out of my house and go it alone. I've always wanted to do that so it may be the time.
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Give'r. All or nothing can work in your favor too though. You just have to flip the script.
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